Worried

I graduated from college in June 2011 and I have yet to find a job. At this point I'm not even looking for one in my major. But I would rather get a job as a receptionist then a waitress or retail because as a receptionist I will at least feel like I have a "real job" and I won't feel like such a failure. I have been applying to many receptionist jobs online but I am going out tomorrow to the actual offices of the places I applied to so I can hopefully talk to someone in person and they can see I am really interested. I have been praying so hard and I have been trying to keep the faith but I feel like God is not listening. I really need a job and it's not like I'm not trying. I am. So here is my cry to God, my plea...

PLEASE. PLEASE LET TOMORROW BE THE DAY. MY DAY. THE DAY I GET A JOB. THE DAY I CAN FINALLY CALL MY PARENTS AND TELL THEM THAT I DON'T HAVE TO LIVE OFF THEM ANYMORE. THAT EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T GET A JOB IN MY FIELD THATS OK, BECAUSE FOR NOW, A RECEPTIONIST IS JUST AS GOOD. I WILL TAKE A SPANISH CLASS AT NIGHT IF NEED BE. I WILL WORK HARD SO PLEASE GOD, PLEASE LET TOMORROW BE MY DAY. PLEASE COME THROUGH FOR ME. I WOULD APPRECIATE IT SO,SO MUCH. PLEASE.

If you read this blog and you're the praying type, please pray for me. I'm trying not to doubt God. I'm just worried that my future is full of nothing. And I'm worried I'm going to fail. I need this job. If I don't get one soon I'm scared of what I'm going to do. I'm scared for my well-being. I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared. Part of me is frustrated with God. Can't He see I'm drowning? If I'm trying why can't He help me? why can't He come through for me? I need Him. I need His help and I feel like He is pressing the ignore button. And I don't know how much more hopelessness I can take. I need faith, I need Him, I need a job. Please Lord, here my cry.